Pina colada :) I had one last night and I had part of one tonight. I didn't think the amount I had today would do much to affect me but I could definitely feel it.
Something feels off today. Wrong. I find my thoughts drifting towards myself bleeding out in the snow or perhaps disappearing into the woods only to be found as bones many years into the future. I heard an owl tonight. I feel uneasy. I wish I could be the sort to wake up in the golden sunrise with a cup of tea and toast with jam, but that will never be the life for me. It is difficult to wake up so early no matter when I go to bed, not that I can get to sleep easily. Even melatonin pills don't solve it. Maybe I should shower today, I've been neglecting myself.